Brydon's letter he had in his pocket.

(I tried to copy it , but was not clear to read)

decision has caused

I have thought this out for a long time.

Rest assured that this is what I want.

Please do not revive me, if you can.

donate organs and burn to ash the

unusable.

I request that I have no buriel or funeral.

The letter I found torn up in his trash

I'm Sorry... to leave you

with an unfilled space.. though,

I am sure you understand

lifes tomporal ways, along with

individuality and ones right of choice...

Again... I Am Sorry... but, I

have chosen to leave this side of things.

   please do not be to sad,

   or worry much over the unknowns,

   we will all face them exactly the same,

   so very soon, too soon...

    I realize now that the only thing

    wrong with suicide is the damage it

    causes to loved ones, under clearly

    concious mind. I apologigize to all of my family.

Please fare well and enjoy your lives

and know that I will be ok and happy with

decision through it all.

Do You?
By Lyndie Sorenson

Do you hear me when I speak to you?
Can you feel my love so deep?
Have you transcended to another world...
Where once again we'll meet?

Do you see my tears continue
As I live on without you here?
Is it you that comes to visit...
When I feel you are near?

Do you see I'm lost without you?
Can you tell how much I've changed?
I live my life as if I'm lying
Was this all just prearranged?

Do you know how much I need you?
Can you come take me away?
For living on without you
Is so very difficult each day.

Have others just forgotten?
Or do they just ignore...
That grief lives on forever
Deep down within my core

When my time on Earth is over...
and I have worked my whole life through
Will I travel up to heaven...
to finally be with you?

www.pos-ffos.com

http://www.suicidememorialwall.com

http://www.suicidereferencelibrary.com

http://www.afsp.org/

Go through this site to order on-line (many stores) to help support suicide awareness . (AFSP)

http://www.we-remember-them.com/

http://www.parentsofsuicide.com/

http://www.spanusa.org/

http://www.suicide.org/

http://mentalhealth.samhsa.gov/

Brydon G. P. Lehnartz
Visitation:
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
5:00 PM until 8:00 PM
Carter-Ricks Funeral Home
107 South Fifth Street
Elsberry, MO 63343


Service:
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
8:00 PM
Carter-Ricks Funeral Home
107 South Fifth Street
Elsberry, MO 63343

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Brydon G.P. Lehnartz

Funeral services for Brydon Garrett Paul Lehnartz of Elsberry, MO will be held at 8:00 p.m. Tuesday, April 1, 2008 at Carter-Ricks Funeral Home in Elsberry. Father Raymond Hager, pastor of Sacred Heart Catholic Church in Elsberry, will officiate at the service.
Mr. Lehnartz, 23, died early Sunday morning, March 30, 2008 at his home near Elsberry. Born February 14, 1985 in Effingham, IL, he was the son of Christine Lehnartz and Edwin Cunningham. He was studying the development and creation of gaming software for internet games.
Survivors include his mother, Christine Lehnartz of Elsberry; his father, Edwin Cunningham of Florida; and his maternal grandmother, Mary Lehnartz of Elsberry. He also leaves one brother, Casey Lehnartz of Elsberry; two aunts: Debra Wagy and her husband, Grant, of Effingham, IL, and Barbra Goeckner and her husband, Terry, of St. Charles, MO; several cousins, other relatives and friends.
Visitation will be held from 5:00 p.m. until time of the service at 8:00 p.m. at Carter-Ricks Funeral Home in Elsberry. Memorials may be made to the family of Brydon G.P. Lehnartz in care of Carter-Ricks Funeral Home, 107 South Fifth Street, Elsberry, MO 63343. Online condolences may be made at www.carterricksfuneralhome.com .